Title: My Secret Crush
I have a secret crush on someone, but I can't tell anyone. It's been months since I first saw him at a coffee shop, and ever since then I can't stop thinking about him. He doesn't even know I exist, but I can't help but feel drawn to him.
I call him 'Coffee Guy' in my head, because that's where I first saw him. He's always there, sitting in the same spot, reading a book or typing away on his laptop. I've tried to strike up a conversation with him, but I always chicken out at the last minute.
I've even created a fake Instagram account just to follow him. My online persona is a cool and confident girl, the opposite of who I really am. I comment on his posts and send him DMs, but he never responds. I know it's creepy, but I can't help it.
I know I should move on, but I can't. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I don't even know his real name, but I feel like I know him so well. I've imagined a hundred different scenarios where we meet and fall in love, but I know it's just a fantasy.
Sometimes I wonder if he's noticed me watching him. Maybe he thinks I'm a stalker, or maybe he's flattered. I'll never know unless I take a chance and talk to him. But for now, I'll just keep admiring him from afar and hope that someday he'll notice me too.
In the meantime, I'll keep pretending to be someone I'm not on Instagram, and continue my daily visits to the coffee shop. Who knows, maybe one day our paths will cross and my secret crush will become something more.
转载注明来源:https://xzbu.com